
Let me preface this by saying that this race was a last minute decision and I wasn't even feeling recovered from Boise until Tuesday of race week. I decided to give it a go at BSLT again this year (as a pro however) to see what I could do in a hard race such as this, with another half just two weeks prior, and most of all to toe the line again with the pro women. Each time I finish one of these races, I walk away with so much respect for the sport and its athletes, and new experiences to hopefully guide me through the next race.
Since it was a last minute decision, I had a little bit of a hard time finding a ride down to Lubbock, but luckily Brad helped hook me up with Simon, who would share the trip with me. Despite the 10-hr drive, I felt like time passed quickly; we made it just in time to meet Simon's home stay, the Bridges, who were nice enough to offer me a room to stay in as well, since I had no place to go when I arrived. We grabbed some quick dinner, noted the heat still present at 9 p.m., and headed off to bed.
Leon Griffin, who won the men's title at BSLT last year, was another athlete the Bridges put up over the weekend, and I would say that between him, "Simon the Olympian", and myself, the rookie, we had a pretty interesting mix! Saturday was spent doing the usual pre- race activities, packet pickup and pro meeting, where I got to sit in on one of the funniest race course previews I have ever heard. Thanks for the laughs [Mike] Greer, it definitely helped me relax a little. I also couldn't help but notice how FREAKIN hot it had gotten throughout the day. I was trying my hardest to be tough and not say anything, but finally cracked and was relieved to hear that my fellow house mates also thought the temps were a little hot. When I checked weather.com, it read 100 degrees. In the late afternoon. I wasn't too worried about the heat because I was expecting it. Still, i found it hard to imagine to run a half marathon on pavement that could melt your shoes.
The night before the race I couldn't sleep at all. I think I got shut eye for about 2 hrs. I kept thinking about the flats I have recently gotten on rides and how even though we replaced rim tape, changed tubes and tires, I still seemed to get them. That combined with the usual pre- race anxiety kept me awake for most of the night. Ugh. At 3 a.m. I got up, as I had to be up by 3.30 anyway to drive to the race. Simon was nice enough to make the drive over early with me, although I'm sure he would have rather slept a little longer. We arrived at the race site and were literally almost blown away, it was SO WINDY! I am going to put a rough estimate out there and say it was blowing between 30-50mph! To add to the excitement, it was pitch black out, pretty much until 6.30 when the race started. I set up my transition in the dark, racked my bike, but it kept traveling all over the rack because the wind kept blowing it. For a minute I contemplated how nice it would be if the race was turned into a duathlon, due to strong winds for the swim, but no such luck. (Check out Caroline's blog for a picture of windblown hair pre-race, it was no joke!
When I headed over to the swim start with the winds calmed down somewhat, I actually started chuckling because it was still dark! I had tinted goggles, which at this moment I realized, were not a good idea! I got in to get wet and it felt like a night swim. Before I knew it we were off (separate men's and women's start however) and I was immediately off the back of the pack. There were about 15 women starting the pro wave,and I was in the third pack, leading. The entire way! I have never had to do this before, and I quickly came to realize that swimming by yourself without a wet suit to keep you company, is a bad thing as it zaps all of the energy right out of you. I came close to hyper ventilating a few times, doing a few breast strokes to see where I was headed. In the far distance I could make out a few pink caps, the next group up. I don't think I'll forget this swim any time soon. I was by myself, leading the last group of women, unable to make up any ground, and swimming in twilight.
Coming out of the water, yep it still looks dark

Finally I reached shore, looked at my watch and realized I just had my slowest swim since the first half I ever did. The devil on my shoulder was yelling loudly at me. I managed to block him out, have a fairly decent transition and was off to tackle the first climb right out of transition. At this point I started telling myself to just go with it, knowing quite well how far back I was. I managed to pass a girl before leaving the park, but then was in no mans land for a long time. Low and behold it also started to rain. Having raced in rain for pretty much all my races this year, this was nothing new at all, and I pretty much blocked it out. Until it picked up, along with the wind. The bike ride is challenging as it is, and these conditions sure didn't make it any easier, but I put my head down and plucked away at it, reaching T2 about 5 mins faster than last year, which made up for the 6 minute slowdown on the swim. It had clearly been pouring back at the race site because there were puddles on the ground and pretty much everything was drenched. I had my run shoes in a plastic bag so thankfully those were dry, compared to everything else I had on. I shuffled out of T2, past the finish and onto the run course. To finish was the main objective at this point, especially since I knew making up any ground would be tough, as I had no clue how far ahead everyone else was.
Heading out on the bike, still looks dark!

Past the first climb out of the park, I waved a 'good job' to Leon, as he was flying back into the park in second place. (must be nice I thought, I still had 10 miles ahead) Next up was Simon, who was in 5th but eventually moved up to third with the fastest run split of the day. We exchanged a quick nod and off I was to tackle the rest of the course. At the turn-around, I got an idea of where everyone was at. 1st place was far up ahead, second and third followed, then nothing for awhile, and then 4th, 5th, 6th, and 7th. 8th and 9th were close enough that I contemplated making catching up to them a goal to get me through the rest of the run. Upon entering the park again I was feet behind them, and with less than 2 miles to go, made my pass. It took alot, I was running on fumes (well Coke and water to be exact), and had gone through a roller coaster of emotions throughout the race.
The run hurt. It always does. But I am learning to embrace it :)

All in all, I passed 4 pros throughout the race, finishing up 8th out of 14. It's not bad, but I have thought about the race a lot and what could have been different. Those are the lessons we learn I guess. Racing pro so far has been one big classroom, stuff I never would have picked up as an AG'er. I made the decision to go for it this year, knowing it would not be easy, so as long as I keep moving forward, that is all I can ask for. Improvements will happen, but as with everything, patience is needed! I have realized that falling off the back on the swim, can really set you back mentally and start your race on a downer. However, you never know until it's over, and even though I didn't have the race I'd hoped for, I still climbed my way back out of the hole. So I guess the biggest lesson I can take from BSLT is that you can never quit, because you never know how it will turn out in the end. I wanted to quit numerous times, but also knew that the feeling of quitting is one that is so much worse than going through the race just plucking away. Every race finished is one stepping stone to a better one next time! And I am overdue for one! :-)
After an attempted sprint finish and moments before a partial collapse into medics' arms
I got my usual recovery IV (what I love most about this race, hehe) after the race and felt much better after having a bag of fluids drip into me. I was offered a roll-down slot for Clearwater at the awards, but before I could even make a split second decision, the next name was called and that person accepted her slot. I thought about it and am happy I did not accept because I think I want to get a little more comfortable racing first, before I step it up on the biggest stage of the sport. Besides, I might still have another chance at qualifying later in the season. Thanks again to the RD for putting on the event, the many volunteers who helped make this a success (there was one boy in particular who was cheering for me on the run, I wanted to hug him as he was helping me keep going!), the pros who make this truly a race, the Bridges family, as well as Simon for sticking it out driving with me for 20 hrs, ha.I am feeling much less run down than after Boise, so I expect a much quicker recovery this time around and can't wait to race the Boulder Peak in less than 2 weeks! I have not raced a pro race at home yet, so this will be such a special treat! Until then I will attempt to up my swim game a bit, so I can at least stay with someone on my next swim leg!
~Happy Training~










